I keep having these dreams that I am going to be a dad. It’s happened too often in the last months O.o
I don’t know why I find the angry vegetables so funny. Lol.
(Source: wontstopuntilimfit)
To Do List
- Read Biology
- Do Chemistry
- Study for Physics quiz
- Go to the gym
- Eat
As usual I have done none of these things and I have accomplished nothing with my day. I made it to season 4 True Blood.
Remember all those alarms I set up? Yea, the first one I heard was at 6:28 AM. Well at least I have attended my biology class for the first time this semester :’) If I keep this pace up, I will probably attend Biology more than I did Solid Works last semester(4 times).
dedicaition replied to your photoset: I swear if I don’t wake up tomorrow to go to my…
I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO DID THIS. Charge up! It might die :)
Haha Are you kidding? I am hoping all those alarms wake me up. I am such a heavy sleeper. Lol.
I swear if I don’t wake up tomorrow to go to my Biology class. I seriously give up.
Squat Problems
Yesterday was a squat day and it was one of the most frustrating days I have had in a while. I couldn’t even warm up because of pain in my hip flexors. Even squatting down with 135 lbs hurt like hell. I was about to give up and honestly just stop squatting for a while but I didn’t. I pushed through and worked through my injury. I re worked my stance and was able to squat comfortably and dropping my ass to my heels. It was honestly the best I have felt squatting in a long time.
I realized that my main problem is my fear of injury. I am scared to mess up my legs more. It is like a shot at myself esteem. Do you know what is like going from 290 X3 ? to say 265? I won’t even bother touching the 335 because I know I wont hit it like before. I need to learn to accept that this is part of life and weight lifting. set backs will happen and they’re not the end of the world. I need to leave my ego out the door and just focus on depth and getting stronger again. I need to gain my confidence back because every time I squat down I just think of the pain that I am going to feel. If I feel as good as I did yesterday I will be very pleased. I am going to get over this and I will get my 1RM higher than what it used to be. Squats were my favorite exercise and I do want it that bad. I am coming for it.
On another note, my dead lift is solid :)
The “Wooo girl” episode was pretty funny.
